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Tuesday, June 30, 2009

rant. ♥

here we go again.
me, crapping and babbling again.
crapping and rants mostly bout a heart.

who's heart?
my heart.

and what's wrong with my heart?
undefined. rase cm kne toreh2 then di cincang smpai lumat. xckup hati neh da hanco, di blend plak gne blender yg utk blend cili tuh utk pastikan hanco sehalus2 nye. then, di buang cebisan2 hati td ke longkang. hina bkn? trasa terhina. hmm.

why is that heart being treathen in such ways?
i dont know. clueless. hmm. mcm lam Jdrama yg lately tgk, liar game. slh ke to trust people? is it stupid to believe in people? people which i called friends. or maybe bestfriends. friends do believe in each other right? well, that is how i think it should be. to believe in someone you trust, even though die da byk kali tpu without die realize that i know die tpu, adalah sgt2 sakit. sakit yg xblh nk digambarkan. penat. adakah anda pnh rase? hm. adakah aku bodoh to trust die over and over again? giving chances and being fooled again? crap. ttbe je emo lak. hahaha.

friends can be define as?

kawan tu bkn mcm maen FUTSAL. Mula-mula kejar. dah dapat sepak.

kawan tu bkn mcm maen SKATE. Mula-mula gosok. lepas tu pijak.

kawan tu bkn mcm maen RAGBI. Mula-mula tangkap. dah dapat tendang.

kawan tu bknnya mcm PAMPERS. dah pakai, buang.

kawan tu bknnya mcm BARANG KEMAS. Waktu baru beli pakai. Dah sengkek gadai.

kawan tu bkn mcm PELANGI. Hari cerah takde. hujan gerimis baru muncul.

kawan tu bkn mcm KERETA. Rosak skit, jual. ambik kereta baru.

kawan tu bkn mcm CHIPSMORE. skejap ade skjp tak.

kawan tu bkn mcm BANK. Bila dah takde duit, pegi kat sana ambik.


friends and me.
walo ape pun tanggapan org tentang kawan, for me, kawan tu penting. seorang kawan takkan biarkan kawan dia menangis, sedih, berduka dan sebagainya. kawan yg sejati adalah seorang kawan yang dapat diajak duduk dan berbincang tentang pelbagai perkara. yang penting, seorang kawan akan sentiasa menghadiahkan senyuman kpd kawan-kawannya walopn sbnrnya dalam hati dia die sedang menangis. :)

for me jugak, berkawan bia berjuta, berkasih bia satu. kpd sp2 yg trasa saye neh nk rampas pakwe/bf/balak/kekasih hati/cinta hati/pengarang jantung/intan payung kowg, heh. maap la ye. i'm not interested. i've already have my cinta hati. *knfem rmai tnye japg. hahaha.* so, xperlu nak risau atau cemburu. i just wanna make friends. like i said, berkawan bia berjuta. saye neh tade la cantik jelita macam bidadari utk nk jeles2. pandai pn tak. the point here is, trust your partner. once he said he loves you, he meant it. friends are just meant to be friends. just like siblings. cant turn siblings into lover, cant we? :)

maybe i'm not selfish enough. by letting people talks behind my back and by not defending myself. for me, ape2 yg owg nk ckp, ckp lah. as long as my family and my friends trust me, i dont give any glance to what they've said. mulut owg kte xleh nk tutup mcm mulut tempayan. kan? as long as cintahati ku dan kesayangan2 hamba have their trust in me, tuh da bmakne sgt2.

friends are second everything to me after my family.
sekejam mane pn die,
sejahat mane pn die,
sedalam mane pn die lukekan hati neh,
once i called them friends,
forever they'll be my friends.

sbb saye pcaye,
we've met because takdir Allah.
decide to be friends pn sbb takdir Allah.
gado dan baik balik pn sbb takdir Allah.
sume halangan and conflicts that happen,
it just a test from Allah.
utk lihat,
adakah hamba Nya dapat bersabar?
atau adakah hamba Nya akan berputus asa?
dan juga utk memberi pringatan,
utk tidak lupakan Dia.
sbb Dia sentyase ade.

a friend of mine once told me,
"Allah takkan bagi ujian yang Dia rase hambaNya tak mampu."

alhamdulillah wa syukurillah.
smoga kami akan dewasa bersama dibawah rahmat kasih sayang dan 'inayah Mu ya Rahman. ameen.


p/s: happy belated birthday to my dear oppa. you're getting old! ;P keep smiling, keep breathing and keep alive. i wish you success and happiness. may Allah bless. ameen. :)

3 kata mereka.:

.Cik Nana. said... [Reply to comment]

huhu..
kawan boleh jadi kekasih..
tapi kekasih susah nak jadi kawan..

nana mcm dpt detect pe fiqa cakapkan neh..
hehe.
takpe la..
btol tu..
mulut tempayan dapat ditutup..
mulut manusia xdpt..

rilex2 saja...~
enjoy ur life to the fullest~

.RSARA. said... [Reply to comment]

hahaha.
maybe.
maybe not.
depends ats owg gak.
kalo both xmo ilang kwn,
then blh je jd kwn.
bak kate seseorg,

"if you cant be lovers, be friends. mmg sakit sbb xdpt nk hold owg yg kte nk. tp lg sakit kalo hilang a valuable friend."

hehe.
thnx nana.
jmpe nxt sem ye! ;)

PutraRocker said... [Reply to comment]

sabar dan ikhlas..
jodoh itu rahsia 4JJI..heheh

rock the world.!

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