Friday, January 1, 2010

goodbye 2009. hello 2010. ;)

salam 'alayk. ;)
there were so many things happened in the 12 months.
ups and downs.
thick and thin.
cries and laughter.
more cries and more laughter.
you made mistakes only to find that mistakes are the portals of discovery.
mistakes are more like the ruts of discovery.
it’s a bloody long bumpy road to discovery, strewn with obstacles and danger.

everything is spinning around us - studies, family, friends..
you just feel like screaming "STOP!",
looking around,
rearranging the order of a few things and then continuing on.
things change so quickly.
just when you get used to something,
it changes.
just when you begin to understand someone,
they grow up or maybe you, yourself grow up. ;D

this entire experience has taught me something.
it taught me that I’m ready to move on.
forget and forgive.
well, maybe
not the forgetting part,
because you will always remember all those moments.
the scenes that give you lessons and then,
you live through them.
i am ready to accept a new challenge and,
without having any sort of game plan at all,
i seem to be moving closer and closer towards my dream.

it's funny because when you're a
you believe you can be anything you want to be,
go wherever you want to go.
there are no limits.
you expect the unexpected,
you believe in magic.
then you
grow older and that innocence is shattered.
the reality of life gets in the way and you're hit by the realization that you can't be all you wanted to be, that you just might have to settle for a little bit less.

why do we stop believing in ourselves?
why do we let facts and figures and anything but dreams rule our lives?
nothing is impossible.
it was there all the time.
we just wasn't reaching out far enough, that's all.

anyway, i just want to be the best woman I can be.
breathe and live, is my resolution.
happy new year 2010.
may Allah bless.
i love you.

the heart never forgets, the memories never fade. ;)

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